Bf baru!

salam,

introducing,

ice cream & butterscotch

2 entiti ni,
never fail to make me happy.

Pindah

salam,

eh.
i'm moving to a new place.
check my fb :).

HYE

salam,

omg!
lama sgt sgt sgt tak menulis di sini,
life has been treating me well.yep.

there were so many ups and downs,
kutukan, kritikan, hentaman,

dat's part of life.

i don't really focus on those things.
yet.
i'm loosing myself a bit.

and i don't know why.

so, i hate this part of mine.
yg COMPLICATED.
i want to be simple.

i have dreams.
and my dreams are BIG.
i believe that i can achieve it.
i don't know how.
but i want it. badly.
there's no shortcuts.
i have to BREAKTHROUGH everything.

and i have this one disorder.
not-talking-the-things-that-i-should-talk.
things that may led me to kurang serabut.
and it makes me feel alone.
walhal, there were so many lovely people around me.
seriously.
i can't.
even how hard i tried, the last moment baru keluar.
like;
'macam kau yang aku sayang dah nyawa-nyawa ikan nak mati.
baru aku akan cakap, aku sayang kau sangat.'

dasyat kan?
i know.
like whatever.
aku rasa hormon aku tunggang langgang. argh!
perlu jumpa psikiatrist. haha.

paksa saya.
tapi bukan kau yang jumpa aku selalu.
aku dah terlalu imun dengan segala yang kau kata.

ladies please.

dalam banyak-banyak benda aku tulis.
yg bold tuh je yang rasional, kan?

i know.
move forward
*tlg buatkan aku kereta tanpa reverse, plisss* :)

"gol"

salam,

i can describe my life as 'in a mess' right now,
tapi tersusun. haha.

ironi.

i have my own goals.
so yes.
i'm directing to that way.
even hujan lebat macam mana pun,
or tunggang langgangnya jalan itu,
i must achieve that goals.

those goals made me stay on track,
and i wouldn't give up,
sebab putus asa itu celaka.

"ehem.ehem"

salam,

it's not the end nor the beginning,
i'm here awake,
taking my steps,
running.

i may leave u behind.
i'll come back.
and make you happy,
as ME.

>_<

"breath"

salam,

enjoy!

"never ending karma"

salam,

"You should know that I love you. Yes, you who hates me. And you who used to hate me. And you who dislikes me. And you who misunderstands me. And you who is reluctant to call me. And you who refuses to talk to me. And you who thinks that this writing is about you. And you who would not believe me if I say it isn’t or if I say anything at all. Yes, I love each one of you. For I will not be the same person without knowing you, and though we are different in some (or many) ways, that does not make me any better (or worse) than you. We are pieces of a jigsaw puzzle, really. We are often dissimilar but together we make the world complete - whether we want it or not.

You should know that I choose to love you. :)"

kudo's to Wani Ardy

other people seems to understand what i felt, haha.

and k.wani knows nothing at all :).

but yeah, it's what we called coincidence.

guys, u can just ask me.

don't jump to a conclusion easily.

and make up stories.

maybe it's karma la kan.

never ending karma.

give me a call when it's your turn.

i'll be there.

kudo's to jakerome's flickr